| 體會並非體悟 有「會」而無「悟」 是「知道」而不是「悟道」 真正的悟就是實際去做 看來我還未悟透... how can I be more assertive? |
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| 相信 突然覺得 我只是一個人
有點孤單 淺淺的憂鬱
我不知道明天 會不會 很美麗
雖然今天天很藍 而雲很白 風很涼
今天日記 空白 沒有關係
不必每件事情 都在意
不想工作 不想困擾自己
不必刻意想你 該是我的總會來
就算挑戰 我不走開
一點點你的微笑 已經讓我覺得溫暖
我還不懂堅持 正好讓我學會去愛
我曾經看見困難 變得膽小不夠勇敢
但還是要相信 相信感覺 相信簡單
有一天 等我懂得現實 也許更灰心
至少現在讓我去相信
我還是會相信 相信感覺 相信簡單 |
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| Happy Mid-Autumn Festival! althought I don't feel particularly happy after all... 'Trapped in the past and seemed not ready to move on' Am I? *** I'm helplessly stubborn! |
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| As schools have just started, my workload is more than treble compared to when I first started 5 months ago. Need to contact schools and visit schools for our services, need to answer endless phonecalls from teachers and social workers, need to write up several lesson plans, need to prepare for meetings, need to write up reports, need to study/attend workshops, plus several occasational events during the weekends. Oh so 'contended' and so fulfilling... can I have my pay-rise again please? |
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| I was sort of overwhelmed by my work, last week I was being the 'nanny' to bring the students and take care of them in the TVB show. Tonight, just now, I had a chance to go on TV myself. Not to mention which channel and which programme, because I messed up totally and I felt shit, to make it more worse it was a live show so people could look at how nervous I was. Shit shit shit!!! I really had difficulty being videotaped and looking myself on video, and I really, totally didn't have a clue what was I talking about, luckily Fion and Keith were there. Well to think of the bright side this was a very good learning opportunity, at the same time made me reflect and made me understand myself, especially my weaknesses better, and at the end of the day it was my first tv broadcast and I think it was completely normal to feel nervous. but this really was not good enough to justify my poor performance, I need to and I must find a way to overcome my preventable problems! |
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